I never knew what grieving was until I lost you
Losing you was losing my life
Then…I never knew you were gone
But you said farewell in your own way
Waking up I knew you weren’t alright
I felt it deep down in my heart
Something’s wrong…
Suddenly…missing you was overwhelming
Could it be?!.... Will it ever?!
Oh silly me of course not…
Saying it with tearful eyes
You and death will never get along
I always thought so
I knew eternity is only to Allah
But of all creatures I saw you differently
I didn’t want to believe
I just don’t want to believes
They told me… it was true *a lump forms in my throat*
No! Liars…liars
And they still are
I’m hearing nothing about it
And never will
I knew there was something wrong *crying*
That night I was alone… I lived alone
But that night was different
It felt lonely…I felt abandoned
Forlorn spirit is all I can feel
Life was a dreary path
I lived in tears…slept in tears…woke up in tears
My surrounds seemed desolated
I felt alone in the world
Wandering crowded places felt empty…lonely
I feel like the walking-dead
I feel that I’ve lost my soul
Numb in all that I had to do
Then back to where I want to be
Curled on the sofa… staring into space
Hugging your picture to my heart
Sobbing like a four-year- old
I’d cry my heart out
Trying to remember your last words
As usual…before I travel I’d hug you
I’d feel the lump and choke
I’d struggle not to cry
I’d fight my tears back
But I’d get tearful
I’d see your tears
And my tears would drip
I try to distract you with a big smile
I’d promise to call when I arrive
I’d ask you to take care
*But had I ever told you that I love you?*
I’d go out the door after peeking a couple last glances
Then seconds later I’d run in again and give you one last big hug
Little did I know then that it really was the last
I’d give anything for just one more hug
I couldn’t imagine my life without you
And I still can’t…
No wait…I stopped living long time ago
Has it been three years?!
Has it been that long?!
Actuality it has
Unbelievable how time flies by
Did it really fly by?
Or is it me who stood still
All I know is that it’s dead
Beneath the tough facet there’s a tender heart
Big part of it is dead… dead
Once lively and hopeful
Thinking about it makes my heart sink
My life is never the same again
I loved you more than life itself
You’re always in my heart… on my mind
No heart…no love is greater than yours
No warmth has ever touched my heart as yours
No caring and tenderness could ever compare to yours
Your love is indescribable
I know I can’t see you
I know I can’t touch you
But you’re living within me still
No matter what they say I know you’re alive
I know you’re here
You’re in my heart and always will be
If this is denial then denial is my world
If it’s where you are then it’s all I live for
I don’t want to think
I don’t want to realize
They’d ask…
Would you grieve someone alive?
I would because….
All I feel is that I Miss You
I love you
P.S. Never take the love of those around for granted…you may never know when they’ll be gone…it could be in a blink of an eye…so if you never told them that you love them…there’s no time like the present………(showing it is something but saying it is something else- it could mean the world to them).
Losing you was losing my life
Then…I never knew you were gone
But you said farewell in your own way
Waking up I knew you weren’t alright
I felt it deep down in my heart
Something’s wrong…
Suddenly…missing you was overwhelming
Could it be?!.... Will it ever?!
Oh silly me of course not…
Saying it with tearful eyes
You and death will never get along
I always thought so
I knew eternity is only to Allah
But of all creatures I saw you differently
I didn’t want to believe
I just don’t want to believes
They told me… it was true *a lump forms in my throat*
No! Liars…liars
And they still are
I’m hearing nothing about it
And never will
I knew there was something wrong *crying*
That night I was alone… I lived alone
But that night was different
It felt lonely…I felt abandoned
Forlorn spirit is all I can feel
Life was a dreary path
I lived in tears…slept in tears…woke up in tears
My surrounds seemed desolated
I felt alone in the world
Wandering crowded places felt empty…lonely
I feel like the walking-dead
I feel that I’ve lost my soul
Numb in all that I had to do
Then back to where I want to be
Curled on the sofa… staring into space
Hugging your picture to my heart
Sobbing like a four-year- old
I’d cry my heart out
Trying to remember your last words
As usual…before I travel I’d hug you
I’d feel the lump and choke
I’d struggle not to cry
I’d fight my tears back
But I’d get tearful
I’d see your tears
And my tears would drip
I try to distract you with a big smile
I’d promise to call when I arrive
I’d ask you to take care
*But had I ever told you that I love you?*
I’d go out the door after peeking a couple last glances
Then seconds later I’d run in again and give you one last big hug
Little did I know then that it really was the last
I’d give anything for just one more hug
I couldn’t imagine my life without you
And I still can’t…
No wait…I stopped living long time ago
Has it been three years?!
Has it been that long?!
Actuality it has
Unbelievable how time flies by
Did it really fly by?
Or is it me who stood still
All I know is that it’s dead
Beneath the tough facet there’s a tender heart
Big part of it is dead… dead
Once lively and hopeful
Thinking about it makes my heart sink
My life is never the same again
I loved you more than life itself
You’re always in my heart… on my mind
No heart…no love is greater than yours
No warmth has ever touched my heart as yours
No caring and tenderness could ever compare to yours
Your love is indescribable
I know I can’t see you
I know I can’t touch you
But you’re living within me still
No matter what they say I know you’re alive
I know you’re here
You’re in my heart and always will be
If this is denial then denial is my world
If it’s where you are then it’s all I live for
I don’t want to think
I don’t want to realize
They’d ask…
Would you grieve someone alive?
I would because….
All I feel is that I Miss You
I love you
P.S. Never take the love of those around for granted…you may never know when they’ll be gone…it could be in a blink of an eye…so if you never told them that you love them…there’s no time like the present………(showing it is something but saying it is something else- it could mean the world to them).